Mom I miss you so very much. My life has never been the same since you left me. My life is completly upside down. You always have been there for me , but now I have to figure it out i ok nmy own. John had left me and had been living with his mom for 7 years. In Fl you know the hate she had always felt for me. Well Mom he's gotten to be as mean as she is, and he's left me behind Mom like as if I was just a old coat. He was suppose to be my soulmate Mom. I wish I could have that talk with you over a cup of coffee, because your always had the right answers. I will see you again Mom. Your have always been my best friend Mom. I love you Mom.